woe is me.

it just hit me today.

i'm OLD.


i was just ogling at this sec sch french horn player on tv when they announced that he was 15.

and i thought, yeah, 15 is not too bad he's only 2 years younger. and then this little voice just pips up and say

not really. he's like 4 years younger than you.


T_T


what happened to my youth?!?

where did it go?


WHERE?



oh god.





listening to : paradise by the dashboard lights - meatloaf