Thursday, December 29, 2005


eh. hmm.

just went for my FIRST EVER interview today.


i screwed myself in the ass.

forgot the internship date - told him that it was april to june when it was actually feb to april.



now to find me some other companies.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005


okay i admit, i've never watched campus superstar, don't know don't give a damn about it.


my cousin is in it.

and after searching his name in google.


i found out that

a) most people commented on his name. (weird)

b) he has a fan club.

c) most people commented on my aunt's kiasu-ism. (printing placards and posters and banners + whatnot)

d) he looks spastic in most of the shots.


you didn't hear this from me.

shucks. should have done some research earlier. then perhaps i could charge them little hormonally-charged teenage girls for an invite to the christmas party at his house.


Queen : Who Wants to Live Forever

Words and music by brian may

There’s no time for us
There’s no place for us
What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away
From us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever....?

There’s no chance for us
It’s all decided for us
This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?

Who dares to love forever?
When love must die

But touch my tears with your lips
Touch my world with your fingertips
And we can have forever
And we can love forever
Forever is our today
Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?
Forever is our today

Who waits forever anyway?



very prone to cuts nowadays.

cut myself with a penknife while doing portfolio yesterday and papercut today.

little buggers hurt like hell when in contact with water and shampoo.

amazing how those little tiny invisible slices can hurt so fucking much. (ahhh!!ahahahahaha)


ice skating today was pretty crappy. rink was filled with irritating little brats.

too many people too little space and when you have about 20-30 kids going in zig-zags all over the place. hah. you get one very very irritated phreaque.


wanted to watch wallance and gromit but... we were too late and didn't wanna get crappy seats. soooo. went to suki sushi instead.

my apple is crazy. or is it just the keyboard?


"very farnee mah.. y tat man dun luff? ever considered teh possibility tat he may not understand english????"

gawd. i'd love to bitch-slap every single one of those fucktards who write like this.


pounding headache making me pissed.

listening to : queen : bohemian rhapsody


Monday, December 26, 2005


listening to : across the universe - beatles

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva


is it not amazing how they make so much sense out of nonsense?

yeah. beatles forever. \../(X_X)\../

Sunday, December 25, 2005


pissed off. Argh.

how is it AT ALL POSSIBLE?!?!?

it boggles the fucking mind. whatever that's left of it.

most of it blew up up and away after getting the news.

i so want to stab them.


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in other news.

i love the beatles.

strawberry fields forever.


Friday, December 23, 2005

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and save me from the painful agony that is kinetic typo with mdm chan.


Tuesday, December 20, 2005


Eh. to clarify. i havent been sleeping well for the past 4 nights because i was rushing my portfolio. X_X average i'm sleeping 2-3 hours per night right now and my brain is not working very well so forgive the lousy lousy grammar and stuff.

i've become domesticated.

my maid's gone home for the hols and there is no one to clean up after my retard family.

my brother who stays at home all day watching tv and playing computer doesn't do anything to help

my mom works and have to clean up at night

i'm holed up in my room doing my damned portfolio

so today i came home intending to go my room but the first level looks like ground zero and the second one is like a tornado just blew through it

so i decided to clean up

knn. got so pissed just now when washing the dishes i slammed the porcelain spoon into the sink and it broke and this tiny piece riccocheted off and nicked my neck. i didn't notice at first but then it started hurting then i touched it and there was like blood trickling.

geh. i need my maid back. NOW.

i'm not making sense.

oh my freaking gawd i slept last night.

bahhhhhhh... dammmiiittttt...... and i have no clothes to wear! SHIET.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

** it scares me when people speak so easily about giving their life to god. sounds like some blood thirsty virgin sacrifice ritual left over from the Incan era.

** it is of utmost importance that i stop procrastinating and actually get around to doing my damned portfolio because believe it or not, people have actually secured their attachment jobs already while i'm still whiling my time away watching anime and reading fan-fiction. those are who we call spoil-market(ers)/.

**i do realize i haven't been updating my blog but that is simply because i have been otherwise occupied with school and the upcoming interview for which i have to prepare my portfolilo - also because i have nothing really worthy of blogging.

**i've just watched Pride and Prejudice and i'm proclaim it to be the best chick movie of the year. (i saw this old gentleman watching it alone in the cinema. how sweet..)
i gots to watch it again. heh. and i've re-read Pride and Prejudice. I like the movie adaptation far better.

**perhaps this is the end of this blog.. maybe until i have the time and inclination to update it regularly.


Monday, December 05, 2005

i've become mean.
i've become selfish.
i've become disgusting.
i've become all the things i swore never to be.

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make a wish on a falling star
watch it fall
pray your wishes come true
to find out that it was only a burning gas ball.

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stupid little humans.

Friday, December 02, 2005


yet another meaningless, lame useless entry.


i need to find a company for attachment programme.

i need to get my portfolio done.

i need to buy formal interview clothes.