Wednesday, March 28, 2007


looking for jobs so far because i havent found anything i liked - pretty much still looking. dislike.

am sickened by some people. hate.

can't stand some others. dislike.

irritated by bloody morons. hate.

but you realize it's mostly in your brains. the corruption. confused.

don't know what else to write about.



i've been busy recently. that's a good thing.

i've been hanging out with fangqi alot - she balances me. that's a good thing too.

i've been reconnecting with my relatives. that's a good thing.

i've been playing tetris, and gotten to lvl 39. that's a fucking good thing.

so it's been a good thing after the other.


Thursday, March 22, 2007

decisions, decisions, decisions.

making my head ache.

here or there?

there or where?!

where is here?

here is there???

what is here but there without a t?


art is fart is making me mad.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007


i'm addicted to the taste of kimchi.
i've been eating korean food two days straight.
damn. i wanna eat it now. NOW!!!

and yes merv, your g-spot is only reachable thru your ..................... . HAHAHA. :P

Sunday, March 18, 2007


apparently those pesky christian people over at the National Council Of Churches In Singapore (NCCS)’s have been attempting to criminalise lesbians - because they're just not satisfied with criminalising gays.

i believe "christians" who try to (en)force their beliefs down the throats of non-believers are not christian in nature at all. they merely hide behind the veil of religiosity to spray their filthy seeds of non-tolerance and hatred while being protected by an immunity shield.

if i say. i hate christians. i'd probably be charged with a racist/religionist (whatever term for this) thingy and have my ass slaped so hard in jail i'd probably break a tailbone.

but if they say they hate lesbians and gays, they'd be applauded by like-minded narrow non-thinkers of christian faith, and pray and cry in their congregation for the salvation of the dirty homosexual souls.

if truly there was a Jesus, he'd probably be sitting on his thorny throne, smoking his pot and say to his dad, these are the people i was killed for? how are they different from those who killed me?

his dad would go. "they shouldn't have eaten the apple, son. trust me, never eat the apple. it's bad and evil."

and i ask. if men weren't meant to be gay... why is their g-spot located in their prostate which is only reachable through their arse-hole?


tell me! WHY?

Thursday, March 15, 2007

beatles is love.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007


nearly killed myself laughing over the trailers for the new Channel 5 series After Hours feat. Utt, Linda Liao, Joanne Peh and random misc.

what nearly killed me you say?

Joanne Peh's face when she faced the cameras and said "It has witty dialogue"

and it cuts to a scene to her and Linda Liao (?) with her saying (not word for word)

"Men can't internalise stuff like that. The only words that register in their brains are Food, Sex, __________" fill in some random sexist remark.

This is witty dialogue?

oh how the not so mighty fell right into the toilet bowl. i realize local production while never stellar, have (...had?) at least PCK, Under One Roof and the such to make local TV slightly watchable. but oh

THE CRAP they're showing now...

and i think Joanne Peh genuinely believes it is witty.


and in other news.

thanks for all the encouragement people! very much appreciated! :D


nope. havent found a job yet.

will keep you posted. :P

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hello world.

okay, i'm graduated.


and my mom have just cut my allowance.


what to do what to do what to do ? ? ?


in other news:

it is very slightly embarassing how whiny i am about my mom cutting off my allowance. i think i'm still at a point in life where i think i am entitled to anything and everything without having to work for it. it's hard to be pushed off the cliff when one's wings have yet to harden, but possibly, just possibly, it is flight itself that toughens the wings.

it is only my dreams that fuel my passion, but in the end, you realize that without money, you can't do anything. i take for granted i'd be funded my entire life while i pursue my dreams. idealized dreams where i do art for art's sake and money is not a problem.

did you hear the loud splash? yes. reality hits you real cold in the face. like a tub of icy water.

i'm already missing my allowance. goodbye my friend. i will miss you.


am thinking of ways to get me hands on some moneh. moneh moneh moneh. legally or otherwise. :D