Thursday, January 26, 2006


stupid chunyi.

dont make me miss changchun anymore than i already do. >.<

i miss the nana tableeeeee... and the shitoumantou..................... and the late night southpark marathons. X(

and the graffiti in temasek poly sucks - well except for the graffiti of the ADM student with BIG boobs doing nothing.


two more days to taiwan! yay..

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

movie review

and so i watched memoirs.

In a Nutshell : great visuals but overall it totally stinks.

The Good :

great lighting and colour.

(michelle yeo didn't put on make up for the entire movie

gong li was gorgeous

zhang ziyi makes me wanna become lesbian)

The Bad :

lousy dialogue - even though they copied it almost word for word from the book (when will they learn book dialogue never translate well onscreen?)

totally cheesy soundtrack - the usual hollywood ape oriental music with flutes and godknows what other instruments thrown in at inappropriate moments

weird accented english - i'd much prefer they did the entire movie in japanese

seeing how they had to adapt the book a lot ALOT of details were cut out so it becomes

*BAM* action - reaction. x100 the whole movie over

and i hate the ending.

Conclusion : i'm happy i didn't have to pay for the ticket.

Sunday, January 22, 2006


hah. hahah.


i just went insane.

Saturday, January 21, 2006



i got grabbed by this old cheekopek today.

pissed off.

i'll sic my dog on you asshole. then he'll hump you to death.

Friday, January 20, 2006


which is worse?

wishing a guy could love you more?


wishing that you could love him less?

XD fanfics are yummy!

oh yeah, my aunt just made this batch of absolutely heavenly deliciously scrumptious pineapple tarts.


oh yeah i want those apple dolls.


Thursday, January 19, 2006



fucking Retards

please stop screwing with





and do the world

A Favour.

i will


Thank You from

the bottom

of my heart.

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i. will. stay. sane.

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006


taken from : by Nocturnal Silhouette

She was waiting for him in the grove, her tall body only a silhouette amongst the tall trees, her form outlined vaguely in an ethereal silver mist from the full moon nestled safely within a broad blanket of darkness. The thick trees, barren, their abundant canopies of leaves scattered around their roots in a mantle of decay, stood solidly next to her, the naked branches high, reaching into the night, like ghostly claws, hauntingly immortalized forever, never to grasp whatever it was that the wooden claws were searching for.

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am i the only one who finds this style of writing extremely irritating?

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all i want is to stay sane and not commit homicide before the sem is over.


i am so soo sooo soooo sooooo fucking tired.

*you. die. now. thank. you.*

at last count i've been listening to dreaming tree for about 27 times.

*pukes. on. you. bitch.*

i'm a fucking hypocrite.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006





you don't fool me.

Monday, January 16, 2006

The Fool on the Hill

Day after day, alone on a hill,
The man with the foolish grin is keeping perfectly still
But nobody wants to know him,
They can see he’s just a fool
And he never gives an answer.
But the fool on the hill sees the sun going down
And the eys in his head see the world spinning round.
Well on the way, head in a cloud,
The man of a thousand voices talking perfectly loud.
But nobody ever hears him
Or the sound he appearss to make
And he never seems to notice.
But the fool on the hill sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head see the world spinning round.
And nobody seems to like him,
They can tell what he wants to do
And he never shows his feelings.
But the fool on the hill sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head see the world spinning round.
He never listens to them,
He knows that they’re the fools
They don’t like him. The fool on the hill sees the sun going down
And the eyes in his head see the world spinning round.

Sunday, January 15, 2006


-> a portion of a fan-fic from

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“No trick there. They planted that in his mind for me to find, like some sort of recording. Only it wasn’t visual, more intuitive. I don’t know, I feel so stupid. Doc said I’d lost my objectivity.”

“Please don’t feel stupid. You never watch movies.”

“Unless you’re in them.” She put her arm around his waste.

They watched the lights slowing down and organizing themselves via spectrum--Yellows to one side, orange-reds towards the middle and purplish-blues to greens on the other end.

funny? yes. hell yes. i nearly killed myself laughing.

HaHahahaHaHaHHHHHAaaaahahahah! ! ! !

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oh yeah, i accidentally downloaded porn while i was downloading southpark. :/

the woman's boobs are like *FIRM* balls and that guy's penis was disgusting - the skin was like wrinkly and saggy.

she had like this toned, firm body while the guy was this flabby surfer dude whose thigh jiggled everytime he *ahem*.

and the way they switched positions while going at it was hilarious.

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male : shit, we have to change positions so that those horny bastards wanking themselves off to this video can see multiple positions. dammit let's do it from behind.

female : yes yeah yeah go down on me. *2 fake moans*

male :are you done? we should move on to the next position.

female :*oh yes baby, moan moan whimper*

director: hey you two done with the doggy? let's do the horsy position. wait, they do it doggy style too? damn shit. alrighty then let's consult the karma sutra on kinky sex positions.

it didn't help that the guy had this constipated look on his face the whole entire time. i don't know what's his problem considering his face looks like a truck ran over it + he was like flabbby all over and the woman was this gorgeous blonde with a great body. or maybe people just look like that when having sex?

i might just have been turned off from sex for the rest of my life.

and just in case you were wondering why the hell i watched it at all...

it's the morbid curiosity syndrome thingy. you know you shouldn't but your eyes are glued.



it just occured to me why the guy was so fugly.

we all know how fragile the male ego is. and therefore to have this gorgeous guy screwing this gorgeous girl would be more than their egos can take. they need somebody ugly with physical imperfections so they can better relate to him - or feel superior to.

i feel sorry for the woman.

it makes me wonder if porn for females feature ugly women and gorgeous men?

anybody knows?

Saturday, January 14, 2006



product is done and i've like wasted 18 bucks on one single product shot.


stab me.

i love billy idol. XD

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leeches scare me.

nono, not the slug kind - the human kind.

sick perverted creatures.
i hope they all die and go straight to salt hell.

death to leeches.



i just realized how much "If I fell in Love with You" - the Beatles describes my attitude on love.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006


i used to dislike dave matthews band. i don't know why - probably because the first song i heard from them was sucky.

i'm addicted to them right now.

fav song -> the dreaming tree.


happy~ XD

Tuesday, January 10, 2006


i want a boyfriend with wingssssss!!!!!!!!

I want a boyfriend with WINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want a half-demon boyfriend with wingssssss!!!!!



yummy fanfictions!!!



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alrighttyyy it's like 8.31am right now and i've like officially spent the entire night reading fanfiction.

my eyes hurt from all that bawling.

i'm such a sap. XD

Monday, January 09, 2006


Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test:
URL for more info:


i just realized how out of touch i was with my generation.

who's james blunt? who's ciara?


i seem to be going back in time.

yay. i love the beatles.

Thursday, January 05, 2006


what am i doing up at 4.35am in the morning?

hah. yes. reading fanfiction. when i have a million things to do and a billion deadlines staring at me in the face, i stay up till 4am in the morning to read fanfiction.


Wednesday, January 04, 2006


current songs replaying in my iTunes :

Dear Prudence - Beatles

New York New York - Frank Sinatra

Imagine - John Lennon

The Dreaming Tree - Dave Matthews Band

Man Who Sold The World - David Bowie

The 8-Ball is Neutral - J. Steinkoler Quartet

Hoshizora - Lar'c-en-Ciel

Paper Moon - Louis Armstrong / Ella Fitzgerald

Princes of the Universe - Queen

Beautiful Child - Stevie Nicks / Fleetwood Mac

Toxicity - System of a Down

stuck in a jazz phase right now, stopped listening to heavier stuff. leaning towards chillout music.

ah, discovered this band -> mew : "and the glass handed kites" <-- their latest album. it rocks. they sound like nine inch nails meets the beatles.

peace \m/(>_<)\m/
i'm totally spacing out.

oh yes. i absolutely love john lennon.

Monday, January 02, 2006


it really irks me when people use smirk snigger snicker etc in fanfics. repeatedly. when they clearly have no idea of the connotation of the words.

"giving him a little smirk, she nodded her head sweetly. He sniggered at her response, gently caressing her back."

and people who don't know the difference between wary and weary.



"The city at night was nothing and everything like the pictures I’d seen of New York. Cigarette smoke laced the corners of every street, lights blazed yellow at nearly every apartment’s window. It was all so exciting, and I was glad I’d brought along my little digital camera. Although I preferred taking pictures with my father’s old one, it was too heavy to bring along to a party. I snapped beautiful shots of the cars zooming past and up at the glittering buildings as the three of us walked the few blocks to where Damian’s friend’s party was."

i really hate it when authors feel themselves compelled to give either the heroine or the hero some lameshit arty farty passion like photography when they clearly know nothing about it.

"I snapped beautiful shots of the cars zooming past and up at the glittering buildings"

which self-respecting photographer with with half a brain would say that?


some people ought to be shot dead.

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in other news.

i'm having a fucking great time chilling out at home through the weekend.

life is cool.

though i probably wouldn't be saying that once school starts.